This has been horrible, but brilliant at the same time. The car ride up to the airport was silent, and sad. And when we got the the airport, I lost my shit! I’ve never been such a sooky little kid in my life, I just stood there crying my eyes out, hugging Mikey tighter than ever before.
When I got to Bangkok, my lovely roomate Lilly was waiting up for me :) she took me out for some drinks to try and make me feel better. Went to some seedy club for like 20 minutes, and drank an amazing cocktail which cost me $5. Fuck yeah Bangkok, I love your cheap shit. We got home at 5:00am, but I still wasn’t tired enough to sleep, cause I miss my boy so much :(
So I grabbed his T shirt, and put it next to my pillow so I could still smell him while I tried to fall asleep. My sleep lasted half an hour, awesome.
This morning I got up at 7:00 cause I was so restless I couldn’t even lay in bed.
Went for breakfast with my mumma and Mick, but I couldn’t eat more than a piece of toast, cause hot weather makes me want to chuck everywhere. Bought a couple of bras, which added up to $4. And some watermelon for like 20 cents. Amazing mazes plus I thought. Then we had a casting to go to, I had to look happy, holding a piece of pizza. WTF
But in conclusion, I don’t like it here. I want to go home
Last night I saw rats the size of my dog, and cockroaches twice the size of normal ones. Yuck
i can’t believe in just 4 days i’m getting on a plane to bangkok, to live for 2 -3 months.i felt like the day would never really come, but now it’s so soon! over the last few weeks i’ve been shopping a fuckload, buying things i’d never usually buy. like platform heels, and leg make up :/ don’t know how that’s going to go down, but i have to try and cover my tattoo somehow >-< most looking forward to shopping in bangkok, i think i’ll need to buy another suitcase. this time away from home is going to change me, and my life completely, and i really really need that, more than anything.
oh, and my boy and i are back together, like we should be ^-^
i’m just so happy he’s going to be here when i get back <3